Thursday, April 23, 2020

WHEN I WAKE UP

When I wake up, you're the first thing on my mind. Sometimes I just get lost in the thought of you. I have to shake myself free of the trance of you. You flood my mind. I can't breathe sometimes. And worse, still, I have hope. I bear the aching pain of still believing you're coming back to me. It suffocates my heart. A part of me desperately wants to move on. To segue into the next part of my life and let you become a fond memory. A lesson learned. A stepping stone in matters of the heart. But the other part of me begs for one more chance. True love is hard to come by. And if you love someone and truly have that deep intimate connection, dammit, don't let go! This world is lonely and painful. cruel and unforgiving. If you found someone you love, don't let go!
       
Today, 4 weeks after you broke my heart, I still sit in silence, with my head down. Lonely. Afraid. Hurt. Angry. I love you. Please come back to me.

-Andrew
 

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