Wednesday, April 22, 2020

SOMETIMES

Sometimes.... I wish I were stronger
                       I wish I could go on longer
                       I wish I were more driven
                       I wish I wasn't so weak
                       I wish I wasn't so unmotivated
                       I wish my life was more normal
                       
                       I cry because I'm so fat
                       I cry because I'm so poor
                       I cry because I'm so dumb
                       I cry because I just don't know why

                       I laugh because God is so good to me
                       I laugh because I'm so funny
                       I laugh because I don't wanna cry

                       I hate myself and my lack of achievement 
                       I hate how Im weak just like my father
                       I hate that my feelings are unstable just like my mother

                       I just flat out hate my life

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